The dragon's lair smells like a forge—all heat and metal and something wild underneath that makes my hindbrain scream at me to run.
I ignore my hindbrain. It's kept me alive this long, but it's also a coward.
Draconis is waiting for me in the main chamber, silhouetted against the dying light that filters through cracks in the cavern ceiling. The sun's caught in his hair like molten gold, and for a moment—just a fraction of a second—I let myself look at him. Really look.
Mistake.
His eyes snap to mine, amber burning bright, and I feel that attention like a physical thing. Like he's peeling back my ribs to count the damage.
"You came back," he says. Not a question.
"Couldn't resist the charming hospitality," I mutter, moving deeper into the cavern. My boots echo off stone. The space between us feels charged, like the air before a lightning strike. "Also, I need something from you."
"Of course you do." He turns fully toward me, and there's an edge to his voice that wasn't there before. Amusement, maybe. Or irritation. With Draconis, it's always hard to tell—like trying to read the expression on a predator's face before it decides whether you're prey or sport. "The woman who fishes dying dragons from crevasses doesn't do charity work."
"I'm wounded," I say, pressing a hand to my chest in mock offense. "Here I thought we had a moment."
"We did." His voice drops, becomes something darker, heavier. "Which is precisely why you're terrified to be here."
I ignore that with the skill of long practice. "The Crimson Tournament. Have you heard of it?"
Draconis's expression doesn't change, but something shifts in his shoulders—a tightening, like a predator preparing to spring. "The fighting tournament. Yes."
"I'm entering."
"No, you're not."
The flatness of his refusal catches me off-guard. I'd expected resistance, maybe some arrogant posturing about how I'm not ready or some other patronizing garbage. Not this immediate, absolute shutdown.
I turn to face him fully, and I can feel my jaw tightening. "I don't recall asking your permission."
"You didn't." He moves then, fluid and predatory, closing the distance between us with the kind of ease that makes my pulse spike. He's not threatening—not exactly—but his body language screams dominance, ownership, control. Everything I spent three years learning not to tolerate. "You came here because you need something. Which means you're about to ask. And I'm telling you now—whatever you're planning, it ends here."
"You don't know what I'm planning."
"Yes, I do." He stops a few feet away, close enough that I can smell him—that cedar and smoke scent that's somehow become familiar enough to recognize in a crowded room. Close enough that I can see the gold flecks in his eyes, the way his breathing is controlled, deliberate. A hunter's breath. "You want to prove something. To yourself, or to them—the people who broke you. You think winning some human tournament will fix what they did."
The accuracy of it hits like a punch.
I don't flinch. I've gotten very good at not flinching.
"I want to win the Crimson Tournament," I say, my voice level. "That's all. I want to stand in that arena and be better than everyone else in it. I want them to see me and know that what they tried to make me into—a broken thing, a tool—didn't stick. I want to win, and I want them to watch while I do it."
Something flickers across his face. Not sympathy—Draconis doesn't do sympathy. But understanding, maybe. A recognition of the hunger in me because he wears the same hunger himself.
"And you think I'll help you," he says.
"I know you will." I take a step closer, and now it's me invading his space, me setting the terms. "Because you're bored out of your skull in this cave, and because whatever you are—dragon, exile, beautiful pain in my ass—you understand what it means to need to prove something. So yes. I'm asking you to help me train. I'm asking you to make me better than I already am."
His laugh is sharp, almost bitter. "You think that's all I want from you?"
"I think that's all I'm offering."
The silence that follows is thick enough to choke on. The air between us feels superheated, like standing too close to a furnace. I can feel the rise and fall of his breathing, can see the way his hands have clenched into fists at his sides.
"No," he says quietly. "You're going to give me something else."
"I'm not negotiating—"
"You're going to tell me why." His voice cuts through mine like a blade. "You're going to tell me why you saved me. Not because you thought it was the right thing, because you don't believe in right things. Not because you thought you'd get something out of it, because you clearly didn't expect to. You're going to tell me the truth, Kael."
I take a step back. It's instinctive, a survival reflex, and I hate myself for it immediately.
"That's not part of the deal—"
"Make it part of the deal."
"No."
"Then we're done here." He turns away from me, and the dismissal is like ice water in my veins. "Go back to your sister. Go back to whatever miserable hovel you're living in and pretend you never found me. But don't come back here asking me to help you with anything until you're willing to give me something real."
I should leave. Every instinct I have screams at me to turn around and walk out of this cavern and never come back. This is exactly the kind of complication I don't need—emotional vulnerability, intimacy, the kind of surrender that gets people killed.
But I think about the tournament. I think about standing in that arena with blood on my hands and victory singing through my veins. I think about the people who broke me watching me break everyone else.
And I stay.
"You want to know why I saved you," I say to his back. "Fine. But you're going to owe me more than training in exchange."
He turns, and the look on his face is predatory. Satisfied. Like a hunter who's just realized his prey is walking straight into the trap.
"I'm listening."
I cross my arms over my chest, a defensive posture I can't quite bring myself to abandon. "You were dying. I could have left you there. Should have left you there. A dragon is a liability—powerful, unpredictable, dangerous. Any smart person would have walked away."
"But you're not smart," he says. Not a question.
"Apparently not." I can feel my jaw working, can feel the words getting stuck somewhere in my throat like broken glass. "I saw you—really saw you—for maybe three seconds before I dragged you out of that crevasse. And in those three seconds, I recognized something. You looked at me like I was a person. Not a tool. Not a thing to be used or broken or remade into something acceptable. Just... a person. And I realized I couldn't remember the last time anyone had looked at me like that."
The words hang in the air between us like a confession, like I've just handed him a knife and shown him exactly where to cut.
Draconis is very still. The light from the cavern ceiling catches in his hair, turns his eyes into molten amber, and I realize he's stopped breathing.
"That's not the whole truth," he says finally.
"No," I admit. "It's not."
"Tell me the rest."
I should refuse. I should turn around and walk out of this cavern and never come back. But instead, I'm moving closer to him, and he's moving closer to me, and the space between us is becoming something dangerous and sharp-edged.
"The rest is that I've spent three years—three years—becoming something that doesn't need anyone," I say quietly. "I became strong enough that nobody could hurt me. I became fast enough that nobody could catch me. I became hard enough that nothing could touch me. And it worked. It kept me alive. But it also meant that I was completely, utterly alone. And I didn't realize how much I hated that until I saw you."
He reaches out, and I should move away. Instead, I stand perfectly still as his hand comes up to my face, his fingers tracing the line of my scar—the one that marks the left side of my face, a permanent reminder of the last time someone tried to own me.
"You're not alone anymore," he says.
"Yes, I am." But my voice is barely a whisper. "Because the moment I let you in, the moment I let anyone in, I lose control. And I can't—I won't go back to being something that someone else owns."
His thumb brushes across my cheekbone, and the touch is so gentle it makes my chest ache. "I don't want to own you."
"Everyone wants to own me." I pull away from him, and the loss of his touch is like a physical wound. "It's what I'm for. I'm good at fighting, good at surviving, good at being useful. That's the only currency I have."
"That's not true."
"Isn't it?" I turn back to face him, and I can feel something dangerous rising up in me—something that wants to fight, to push him away before he can hurt me. "You want me to train for your tournament. You want me to prove something. You want me to be extraordinary. That's ownership, Draconis. That's just a prettier name for it."
"I want you to want something for yourself," he says, and there's an edge to his voice now—frustration, maybe, or anger. "I want you to stop apologizing for taking up space. I want you to stop treating survival like it's some kind of moral failing. And yes, I want to help you because watching you move like you're afraid of your own strength is like watching a bird with clipped wings trying to fly."
The comparison stings because it's accurate.
"That's not what this is," I say.
"Isn't it?" He mirrors my words back at me, and I hate him a little bit for it. "You're so terrified of being owned that you've made yourself into a prisoner. You're the one holding the chains now, Kael. I'm just offering to help you unlock them."
"And what do you get out of it?"
The question hangs between us, and I watch his expression shift—something vulnerable flickering across his face before he locks it down. It's there for maybe a half-second, but it's enough for me to see it. Enough for me to recognize the same hunger I feel reflected back at me.
"I get someone who sees me," he says finally. "Not the dragon. Not the prince. Just... me. Do you have any idea how rare that is?"
I don't answer because I can't. The words are stuck somewhere deep in my chest, tangled up with all the things I'm too terrified to say.
"I have a condition," I say instead. "If you're going to help me train, if you're going to help me win this tournament, then we do it my way. No ownership. No possession. You don't get to make decisions for me, and I don't get to make them for you. We're partners in this, nothing more."
Something flickers across his face—disappointment, maybe, or resignation. "Partners."
"Yes."
"And if I want more than that?"
My heart rate spikes. "Then you're out. And I find another way to win."
He studies me for a long moment, and I can see the war happening behind his eyes. Pride versus desire, control versus connection. I understand the battle intimately because I'm fighting the same one.
"All right," he says finally. "Partners. For now."
The qualifier hangs in the air between us like a threat and a promise all at once.
"There's something else you should know," he says, and his voice has taken on a different quality. Heavier. Older, somehow. "Something about who I am. Why I'm here."
I wait. The smart thing would be to leave now, to take my agreement and my dignity and get out before he can tell me something that changes everything. But I've never been particularly good at doing the smart thing.
"I'm a prince," he says. "Of the dragon realms. The last in a long line of princes, actually, because I refused to play the game they wanted me to play. They wanted me to marry a princess from the Northern Peaks—a political alliance that would have secured power and territory and all the things that matter to dragons. I refused. And they exiled me."
I process this information. A prince. Of course he's a prince. That explains the arrogance, the way he moves like he's used to being obeyed, the absolute certainty that the world should bend to his will.
"How long?" I ask.
"Five years. I've been in human form for five years, learning to pretend I don't miss the sky, learning to pretend that being exiled is something I can live with." He runs a hand through his hair, and I catch the first real crack in his composure. "I've been alone for five years, Kael. Completely alone. And then you dragged me out of a crevasse, and for the first time in five years, I felt like I could breathe again."
The vulnerability in his voice is almost too much for me to bear. I want to reach for him. I want to pull him close and promise him that he's not alone anymore. I want to do all the things that terrify me most.
Instead, I say, "Then we're both exiles."
He looks at me, and there's something raw in his expression—something that looks like hope and hunger and the same desperate need for connection that I'm feeling.
"Yes," he says. "We are."
"All right," I say. "Then let's win this tournament. Let's show them what exiles are capable of."
He smiles, and it's not the controlled, calculated smile he usually wears. It's wild and dangerous and completely unguarded. It makes my pulse race and my skin feel too tight and every instinct I have scream at me to run.
I don't run.
Instead, I step closer, close enough that I can feel the heat radiating off his skin, close enough that I can smell the cedar and smoke that clings to him like a second skin. Close enough that if either of us moved, we'd be touching.
"What are you doing?" His voice is a low rumble, dangerous.
"Seeing if you're as good at fighting as you are at talking," I say. "We should start training. If I'm going to win this tournament, I need to be better than everyone else."
"You're already better than everyone else," he says. "What you need is to believe it."
The way he's looking at me makes my chest tight. Makes me want things I'm not allowed to want. Makes me feel like the chains I've wrapped around myself might be loosening, just slightly, just enough to let something in.
"Then help me believe it," I say.
He reaches out, and this time I don't pull away. His hand closes around my wrist—not gentle, but not violent either. A claiming. A promise.
"All right," he says. "But when you're ready to give me what I really want, you're going to have to ask."
"And what do you want?"
His eyes drop to my mouth, and the intensity of his gaze is like a physical touch. "Everything," he says. "I want everything."
The words hang between us like a threat and an invitation all at once, and I realize that I'm in far more danger than I ever was in that crevasse.




