The Chicago Public Library's Special Collections room smells like old paper and broken promises—which is fitting, considering I'm about to break at least three of my own.
I've been staring at the microfiche for forty minutes, my eyes burning from the blue-white glow of the reader. The 1927 Chicago Tribune archives are laid out like a crime scene, and I'm looking for a body. Specifically, the body of James Ashford, jazz musician, found dead in an alley behind the Velvet Room gambling hall on October 14th.
Found stabbed seven times. Murder weapon never recovered. Investigation stalled after three weeks.
The article is small—barely a column on page six, squeezed between a society wedding and an advertisement for women's girdles. In 1927, a dead musician in an illegal gambling establishment wasn't exactly headline news. Just another body in a city that produced them like Ford produced automobiles.
But what catches my eye isn't the victim. It's a name mentioned in passing, a witness interviewed at the scene.
Vincent Kessler, proprietor of fine art and antiquities, was present at the establishment that evening and provided testimony.
My hands go cold.
Vincent. My Vincent. The man who's been funding my spiritualist charade for the better part of three years, the man whose money pays my rent and whose expectations have become increasingly difficult to manage. The man who looks at me like I'm a painting he's considering adding to his collection.
The man who's connected to James's murder.
"You're going to burn a hole in that screen if you stare any harder."
I jump—actually jump, my knee hitting the desk with a dull thud that makes an elderly researcher two stations over glare at me. I whip around to find James standing there, translucent in the afternoon light filtering through the library windows, his form wavering like heat haze.
"Jesus," I mutter, turning back to the microfiche before anyone notices I'm talking to empty air. "You can't just appear in public like this."
No one can see me but you, his voice comes, soft and intimate in my ear, and I feel that familiar prickle of electricity that means he's close. Too close. The air around me gets heavier, charged with his presence. And I need to know what you found.
I scroll forward through the archives, my movements jerky with adrenaline. Three years of research I should have done immediately, and I've been avoiding it like it was laced with poison. Because some part of me—the part that's good at reading people, that's survived this long by trusting instinct—knew that finding out who killed James would mean finding out something worse.
"Vincent was at the scene," I whisper, angling my body so it looks like I'm just making notes. "He was interviewed. That's all the article says."
The temperature drops so suddenly that my breath fogs the screen. James's presence intensifies, becomes almost overwhelming—a pressure in my chest like someone's hand wrapped around my heart.
Vincent.
The way he says it isn't a question. It's a recognition. A confirmation of something he already knew, or suspected.
"We need to be careful," I say, and I mean it. My voice comes out steadier than I feel. "If Vincent was involved—"
He was.
"You don't know that."
I know.
I close my eyes. When I open them again, James is gone, but I can still feel him—a weight in my chest, a presence at the back of my skull. The bond between us thrums like a live wire, and I realize with sick certainty that he remembers. Not everything, maybe. The murder itself is apparently a blank, some mercy of death or trauma. But he remembers Vincent. Remembers him well enough to know.
I need to talk to someone. Someone who actually knows how to investigate a ninety-five-year-old murder instead of just haunting it.
I need to talk to Detective Marcus Webb.
---
The Chicago Police Department's Cold Case Division is housed in a building that looks like it's held together by spite and bureaucratic inertia. The walls are that particular shade of beige that only exists in government institutions—the color of giving up. I've dressed carefully for this: a vintage slip dress under a tailored blazer, my hair pinned in a way that suggests I tried but didn't quite succeed, my lipstick a shade of red that makes people underestimate me.
I'm good at being underestimated.
Detective Webb's desk is buried under files, coffee cups, and what appears to be the remnants of several takeout containers. He's on the phone when I approach, and he doesn't look up, but I watch his shoulders tense. He knows someone's there. That's the thing about good detectives—they have the same hypervigilance as con artists. We're predators of different kinds.
He finishes his call and swivels his chair toward me. Marcus Webb is the kind of man who looks better the longer you know him—weathered in a way that suggests he's seen things and survived them. His eyes are that particular shade of blue-gray that doesn't miss much, and right now they're doing a full assessment of me.
"Can I help you?" His voice is gravel and coffee. I like it immediately, which is dangerous.
"Detective Webb?" I extend my hand, and he takes it after a hesitation. His grip is warm and solid, and I'm grateful when he releases me because I was starting to forget how to breathe. "My name is Cassandra Mercer. I'm a spiritualist consultant, and I have information about a cold case I think you're interested in."
His eyebrow arches. "A spiritualist."
"I know how that sounds." I smile—the self-deprecating one that's gotten me out of tighter spots than this. "Trust me, I'm skeptical too. But I've been researching the 1927 murder of James Ashford, and I found some inconsistencies in the original investigation that I thought you'd want to know about."
He leans back in his chair, studying me. I can see him cataloging my tells—the way I don't quite meet his eyes, the slight tremor in my hands, the nervous laugh. He thinks I'm nervous. He's not wrong, but not for the reasons he assumes.
"How did you come across a 1927 murder?" he asks.
"Historical research. I specialize in spiritualist phenomena in Chicago during the Prohibition era." The lie comes smoothly, practiced. "James Ashford's death came up in my research, and the more I looked into it, the more questions I had."
"Questions like what?"
I sit down without being invited—a power move, a way of claiming space. "Like why the investigation shut down so quickly. Like why Vincent Kessler, a man with significant connections to organized crime, was apparently never followed up with as a suspect."
Marcus's entire body goes still.
It's subtle—most people wouldn't notice. But I'm not most people. I watch the way his jaw tightens, the way his hand instinctively moves toward the files on his desk. I've just said something that matters.
"Where did you find Kessler's name?" His voice is different now. Sharper.
"The original police reports. They're in the archives." I lean forward, and I'm not performing anymore—not entirely. "You already know about him, don't you? You've been looking into him."
Marcus stands abruptly and walks to a filing cabinet, pulling out a folder so worn it's practically disintegrating. He spreads photographs across his desk—old crime scene photos, yellowed and grainy. I see James there, and I have to look away because the sight of him like that—broken, still, real in a way that his ghost form never quite manages—makes something crack in my chest.
"I've been on this case for six years," Marcus says, and there's something almost angry in his voice. "Vincent Kessler has been involved in organized crime, money laundering, and God knows what else for the better part of three decades, and I can't touch him because everything I have is circumstantial. But if he was connected to Ashford's death..."
"Then you have leverage," I finish.
He looks at me for a long moment. "Why are you really here, Ms. Mercer?"
Because a ghost is haunting me. Because I'm terrified. Because I think the man I've been taking money from for three years might be a murderer, and I've been complicit in that by ignoring the warning signs.
"Because I think you're one of the few people who might actually care about finding the truth," I say instead, and it's only partially a lie.
Something in my voice must ring true, because Marcus nods slowly and sits back down. "I'm going to need you to tell me everything you found. And I'm going to need you to be honest about how you found it."
I can do that. Mostly. I can leave out the part where my information comes from a ninety-five-year-old ghost who's literally bonded to my soul. Everything else is fair game.
We spend the next three hours going through files. Marcus walks me through the original investigation, and I feed him information I pulled from the archives, carefully curated to seem like historical research rather than supernatural revelation. He's skeptical—I can see it in the way his eyes narrow when I know details that weren't in the newspaper reports—but he's also desperate. This case has been eating at him for six years, and I'm offering him something he hasn't had: a credible lead.
By the time I leave the precinct, it's nearly six o'clock, and Marcus has agreed to look into Vincent's activities in 1927. He's also given me his personal cell number and told me to call if I find anything else.
I don't tell him that I have a direct line to the victim.
---
The problem with having a ghost in your chest is that they can hear your thoughts.
I'm halfway to my apartment when James manifests, and he's furious.
You're going to the detective again.
It's not a question. It's an accusation, and his presence is so overwhelming that I have to lean against a storefront to catch my breath. The scent of cedar and rain wraps around me, suffocating and seductive.
"I'm trying to help you," I say under my breath, aware of the people passing by, the woman with a stroller who glances at me like I'm unhinged. "I'm trying to find out who killed you."
You're interested in him.
"Jesus, James—"
His hands on you. His voice in your ear. The way you lean toward him.
"He's a detective. He's helping—"
I can feel what you feel. The words are sharp, possessive, and they make my skin prickle with something that's equal parts fear and desire. Your heart rate when he looks at you. Your breath catching when he's close. I feel all of it, Cassandra.
I push off from the storefront and start walking faster, my heels clicking against the pavement in an aggressive rhythm. "This isn't about Marcus. This is about getting answers. About finding out who hurt you."
I don't care about that. His presence intensifies, becomes almost physical. I care about you. About keeping you. About—
"About possessing me?" I hiss. "About controlling me? That's not love, James. That's just another cage."
The temperature drops so drastically that my breath comes out in visible puffs. Around me, people shiver and pull their coats tighter, unaware of the supernatural storm happening in their midst.
You think I want to cage you? His voice is raw, wounded in a way that makes my anger falter. I want to keep you safe. I want to keep you alive. There's a difference.
"Is there?" I ask, and I hate how small my voice sounds. "Because from where I'm standing, it feels pretty similar."
I don't wait for his response. I pull out my phone and call a car, and I spend the ride to my apartment with my eyes closed, trying to meditate the way I've been practicing. Breathe in. Breathe out. Create distance between myself and the presence in my chest.
It doesn't work.
By the time I'm inside my apartment, I can feel James at the edges of my consciousness, trying to push through. It's like standing in front of a door while someone throws their weight against it from the other side. The strain of holding him back is making my head pound.
"Okay," I say aloud, sinking onto my bed. "Okay, let's talk about this."
James manifests fully, and he's angrier than I've ever seen him. His form flickers and destabilizes, his pale gray eyes burning with an emotion so intense it feels like looking into a furnace.
"You're right," I say before he can speak. "You can feel what I feel. That means you know I'm not interested in Marcus. Not like that."
"Then why—"
"Because he's safe." I say it bluntly, and I watch the word land like a punch. "Because he doesn't make me feel like I'm drowning. Because when I'm with him, I don't feel like I'm disappearing."
James steps closer, and I don't move away. I'm tired of moving away.
"That's what terrifies you," he says, and his voice is softer now, understanding threading through the jealousy. "Not me. Not what I am. The fact that I make you feel."
"Yes," I whisper.
He reaches out, and his hand passes through my shoulder—incorporeal, ghostly, a reminder of what he is. The frustration in his expression is almost unbearable.
"I can't touch you," he says, and there's a desperation in it that mirrors my own. "I can feel your skin, your warmth, your heartbeat against mine, but I can't actually touch you. And you're going to walk away. You're going to find someone alive, someone solid, someone who doesn't have to possess you just to be close to you."
I reach out and grab his wrist, and for a moment—just a moment—I can feel him. Real and warm and present. My fingers close around solid flesh, around the fine bones of his wrist, around the gold cufflink that he's worn since 1927.
Then the moment passes, and my hand falls through empty air.
"I'm not going anywhere," I say, and I'm not sure if I'm trying to convince him or myself. "But I need you to trust me. I need you to let me do this without trying to possess me every time I talk to Marcus."
"He wants you."
"Probably. But that's not my problem right now. My problem is keeping both of us sane while we figure out who murdered you." I stand up and move to my window, looking out at the city lights spreading below us like scattered diamonds. "I need you to work with me, James. Not against me."
He's silent for a long time. When he speaks again, his voice is quiet.
"I died not knowing why. Not knowing who did it. For ninety-five years, I've been trapped in that moment, and then you came, and suddenly I could feel something other than rage, and I—" He breaks off, and I can see the effort it takes him to control himself. "I don't know how to do this. How to share you. How to let you be with someone else when every instinct I have is screaming to keep you locked away where you're safe."
"I know," I say, and I do. I can feel it through the bond—his fear, his possessiveness, his desperate need to hold onto the only thing that's made him feel alive in nearly a century. "But that's not how this works. That's not how I work."
He nods slowly, and the anger drains out of him, leaving something more fragile in its wake.
"Tell me what the detective found," he says. "Tell me what you learned about Vincent."
So I do.
---
The next three days are a careful dance of suppression and negotiation.
During the day, I've learned to push James to the edges of my consciousness, to create a kind of psychic distance that lets me function like a normal human being. It's exhausting—like holding your breath for hours—but it's necessary. The last thing I need is for him to possess me during a client reading or, worse, during another meeting with Marcus.
But the nights are harder.
At night, he's fully present, and we've developed a strange routine. I research while he talks, telling me stories about the Velvet Room, about the gambling, about the music that filled his life before it ended. He tells me about Vincent—how they'd known each other since childhood, how Vincent had money and James had talent, how they'd built something together before it all fell apart.
"He wanted to own everything," James says on the third night, sitting on my couch in that way he has, where he's not quite solid enough to fully sink into the cushions. "The gambling hall, the musicians, the women who came through. He wanted to control it all, and when people didn't fall in line, he made them."
"Did you fall in line?" I ask, not looking up from my laptop where I've been cross-referencing Vincent's financial records from the 1920s.
"No." James's voice is soft. "That was the problem."
Before I can ask what he means, my phone buzzes. It's a text from Marcus: Found something. Can you meet tomorrow?
I show James the message, and I feel him tense through the bond. "I'm coming with you," he says.
"Absolutely not."
"Then I'll possess you."
"That's not—" I turn to face him. "That's exactly the kind of controlling behavior we talked about."
"And I don't care." His pale eyes are fixed on mine, and there's no apology in them. "You're walking into a situation with a man who's connected to a murder, and you're not going alone."
"He's a detective, James. A police officer. He's literally the safest person I could be with."
"He's a man," James says flatly, "and he wants you. Which means he's not safe. Not for you. Not when you're standing there looking like that."
I look down at what I'm wearing—a slip dress, nothing special—and then back at James. "You're being ridiculous."
"I'm being realistic." He stands, and the air around him crackles with static electricity. "You can either agree to let me come, or I can take over your body and do it anyway. Your choice."
It's a threat, and we both know it. And the worst part is that I can feel the truth of it through the bond—he would do it. He's desperate enough, possessive enough, and scared enough to override my autonomy entirely.
"If you do this," I say slowly, "if you use the bond to control me, we're done. I mean it, James. I will find a way to sever the connection, even if it kills me."
His expression shifts, and I can see the realization hit him—that his possessiveness is pushing me away, that he's about to lose me in the exact way he's terrified of losing me.
"I'm sorry," he says, and he sounds genuinely anguished. "I'm sorry, I just—I can't—"
"I know," I say, and I do. I move closer to him, close enough that I can almost feel his body heat. "But you have to trust me. Can you do that?"
He nods slowly, and I can feel him pulling back, reining in the desperate need to control me. It costs him something—I can feel the effort through the bond, like watching someone hold their breath—but he does it.
"I trust you," he says. "But I'm still coming tomorrow. Just... not inside. I'll stay in the background."
"Fair enough," I agree, and I try not to think about what it means that I've just made a deal with a ghost to spy on a police detective.
---
The coffee shop where Marcus suggests we meet is deliberately public, which I appreciate. It's crowded enough that no one will notice if I'm talking to myself, but not so crowded that we can't have a private conversation.
Marcus is already there when I arrive, two cups of coffee waiting on the table. He stands when he sees me, and I notice he's dressed slightly better than last time—his shirt is actually pressed, and he's shaved. The realization that he's made an effort for this meeting makes something flutter in my chest.
I don't like that flutter. It's dangerous.
"You look tired," Marcus says as I sit down across from him.
"Insomnia," I reply, which is technically true. "What did you find?"
He pulls out his phone and shows me a series of photographs—surveillance photos from the 1920s, old and grainy but clear enough to see Vincent Kessler entering and leaving the Velvet Room on the night of James's murder.
"He was there," Marcus says. "The original investigation said he was a witness, but the detective assigned to the case never dug deeper. I found his notes—they're barely coherent, like he stopped caring about halfway through."
"Maybe he was paid to stop caring," I suggest.
"That's what I'm thinking." Marcus leans forward, and his forearm brushes mine across the table. I feel the contact like a shock, and I pull back slightly. His eyes narrow—he notices. "Your friend Vincent has been paying people off for decades. But in 1927, he was younger, less careful. I think he killed Ashford, and I think someone in the department helped him cover it up."
"Why would he kill him?" I ask, even though I already know the answer. James told me—Vincent wanted control, and James wouldn't give it to him.
"That's what I'm still trying to figure out." Marcus sits back, and I watch him carefully. "But I'm going to. And when I do, I'm going to have enough to bring him in."
The confidence in his voice is attractive. So is the determination. Marcus Webb is a good man, the kind of man who would never hurt me, never possess me, never make me feel like I'm drowning.
He's also the kind of man who will destroy me the moment he finds out the truth about my relationship with James.
I feel James's presence at the edges of the coffee shop, and I know he's watching. Probably seething. I try to ignore the weight of his attention and focus on Marcus.
"Be careful," I say. "If Vincent killed once, he'll kill again."
"That's why I'm being careful." Marcus reaches across the table and covers my hand with his. His skin is warm, his grip gentle but firm. "And that's why I need you to be careful too. If Vincent finds out you're helping me—"
"He won't," I say, but I'm not sure that's true. Vincent is smart, and he's observant, and he's had three years to notice that I know more than I should.
Marcus's thumb traces a small circle on the back of my hand, and I feel my pulse quicken. "I don't want anything to happen to you," he says quietly.
Behind him, I sense James's presence spike—a sudden surge of jealousy and possessiveness that makes the air temperature fluctuate. A woman at the next table shivers and pulls her jacket closer.
"I should go," I say, pulling my hand back. "I have a client appointment."
"Cassandra—" Marcus starts, but I'm already standing, already reaching for my bag.
"I'll call you," I promise, and I mean it. But right now, I need to get away from the dangerous triangle of attraction and obsession that's forming around me.
I make it to the bathroom before I feel James's presence overwhelm me entirely.
He touched you.
"James—"
His hands on you. His skin on your skin. The jealousy in his voice is so intense it's almost physical. I could feel it through the bond. I could feel what you felt.
"Then you know it wasn't—"
You liked it.
I lean against the bathroom door, and I can feel him trying to push through, trying to take control of my body. I push back, using everything I've learned about meditation and mental discipline to hold him at bay.
"I'm not doing this," I say firmly. "Not here. Not now."
Then when? His voice is desperate, raw. When are you going to choose me, Cassandra? When are you going to stop running from what we are?
"We're not anything," I whisper. "You're a ghost. I'm a con artist. This is a disaster."
This is real, he counters, and I feel the truth of it through the bond. This is the only real thing either of us has ever had.
I don't answer him. I can't. Because he's right, and that's the most terrifying thing of all.
I leave the coffee shop without saying goodbye to Marcus, and I spend the rest of the day with James's presence heavy in my chest, both of us trapped in a ghost story of our own making.
By nightfall, I've made a decision.
I need to find out what happened the night James died. Not just for Marcus, not just for closure—but because the only way to break this cycle is to understand it. To know why James is so desperate to keep me, so terrified of losing me, so willing to possess me just to maintain control.
And the only person who can tell me that is Vincent.
The only problem is that Vincent has been waiting for me to come to him.
And he's finally going to get what he wants.




