Chapter 1

Chapter 1: Through the Lens

The light in the Blackwood Mountains has a quality you don't find anywhere else. Golden and thick, like it's filtering through honey instead of air. It's the kind of light that makes even dying things look beautiful, which I suppose is fitting.

I've been here three weeks now, photographing the same stretch of wilderness where my sister disappeared five years ago. The rangers called it an accident. A fall, they said. But they never found her body.

They never found anything at all.

I adjust my position on the rocky outcropping, the bark of the pine tree rough against my back. My ass went numb an hour ago, but I've learned patience. The perfect shot requires it. And anyway, discomfort is an old friend. We're well acquainted.

Through my lens, the valley spreads out in shades of green and gold, untouched and impossibly vast. This is what I love about wildlife photography—the waiting, the silence, the way the world shrinks down to whatever fits inside the frame. Out here, I don't have to be Isla Brennan, former foster kid, current emotional disaster, professional loner. Out here, I'm just another set of eyes.

Just another predator, waiting.

Movement catches my attention. There, at the edge of the clearing maybe two hundred yards out.

A bear.

I've photographed dozens of bears. Black bears in the Smokies, grizzlies in Alaska, even a spirit bear in British Columbia that one magical week when everything went right for once. I know bears. Their patterns, their body language, the way they move through space with that deceptive lumber that hides how fucking fast they can be when they want to.

This bear is wrong.

I zoom in, my breath catching.

It's massive—easily nine feet tall as it rises on its hind legs. Dark brown fur catches the late afternoon light, and even from this distance, I can see the scars marking its muzzle. But it's not the size that freezes me in place, my finger hovering over the shutter.

It's the way it stands. Perfectly upright, balanced like a human, not the wobbling stance bears use when they're trying to catch a scent or get a better view. Its head turns with deliberate precision, scanning the tree line.

Looking for something.

Or someone.

The shutter clicks rapid-fire, muscle memory taking over while my brain tries to process what I'm seeing. The bear's eyes—Jesus, its eyes—catch the light, glowing amber. Too bright. Too intelligent.

Too aware.

Bears don't stand like that. They don't hold that kind of stillness, that focused intensity. Every instinct I've honed over a decade of photographing wildlife is screaming that this isn't right, that I'm looking at something that shouldn't exist.

The bear's head swivels in my direction.

My heart stops.

There's no way it can see me. I'm downwind, camouflaged, two hundred yards away with a telephoto lens. I've photographed wolves from closer distances without being detected.

But those eyes lock onto my position with laser precision, and I know—I fucking know—that it sees me. Sees me the way you'd see another person across a crowded room.

Recognition.

The camera nearly slips from my hands. I catch it, fingers trembling, and when I look up again, the bear is gone. Vanished into the forest like smoke, like it was never there at all.

"What the hell," I whisper to the empty air.

My voice sounds strange in the silence. Too loud. Too human.

The forest has gone quiet around me. No birds. No rustling in the undergrowth. Even the wind seems to be holding its breath.

Every survival instinct I have starts screaming.

I'm already moving, muscle memory and adrenaline overriding the paralysis. Camera secured, I slide down from my perch, boots hitting the ground with a soft thump. I need to get back to my truck. Need to look at those photos on something bigger than my camera's preview screen. Need to figure out what the fuck I just saw.

The walk back should take twenty minutes. I make it ten before I realize I'm being followed.

Not by the bear.

By something worse.

People.

I catch glimpses through the trees—dark shapes moving with purpose, fanning out in a pattern that's way too organized to be hikers. They're herding me. Away from my truck, deeper into the forest, toward the old logging road that hasn't been used in years.

My hand goes to the bear spray on my belt. Fat lot of good it'll do against multiple attackers, but it's better than nothing. I've been in bad situations before. You don't survive the foster system without learning how to fight.

But this feels different.

This feels planned.

"Fuck this," I mutter, changing direction, moving faster now. If I can make it to the creek bed, I can follow it back to—

The figure steps out from behind a massive cedar, blocking my path.

I stumble back, bear spray up, finger on the trigger. "Back off. I will absolutely ruin your day."

It's a man. Tall, broad-shouldered, wearing a dark hood that shadows his face. He doesn't speak. Doesn't move. Just stands there like he's got all the time in the world.

More shapes emerge from the trees around me. Five. Six. Seven of them, forming a loose circle.

My heart hammers against my ribs. "I don't have anything worth stealing. Camera's insured. Wallet's in my truck. You want my protein bars? They're all yours, I promise they taste like cardboard anyway."

Humor. My favorite defense mechanism. Right up there with sarcasm and emotional unavailability.

None of them laugh.

"Isla Brennan." The voice comes from behind me, and I spin. Another hooded figure, this one taller than the rest, moving with liquid grace. "You've seen something you shouldn't have."

My blood runs cold. "How do you know my name?"

"We know everything that happens in these mountains." The voice is male, cultured, with an edge of something I can't quite place. Authority, maybe. Or threat. "Including what you photographed thirty minutes ago."

The bear. They're talking about the bear.

"I don't know what you're talking about." The lie tastes bitter. "I was just shooting landscapes, trying to—"

"Don't." The command cracks through the air like a whip. "We don't have time for games."

One of the figures moves closer. I swing the bear spray toward them, but someone grabs my wrist from behind—when did they get behind me?—and twists. Not hard enough to break, but hard enough to make me drop the canister.

"Jesus, what the—let go!"

Something presses against my face. Cloth, sweet-smelling, chemical. I try to hold my breath, try to fight, but there are too many hands, too much strength, and my lungs are burning.

I breathe.

The world tilts sideways. My knees buckle, and someone catches me before I hit the ground. The last thing I see before the darkness takes me is a pair of ice-blue eyes staring down from beneath that hood.

Cold. Calculating.

Utterly without mercy.

---

I wake up to stone and firelight.

My head feels like it's been stuffed with cotton and regret. Every muscle aches, and my mouth tastes like I've been licking ashtrays. Classic roofie hangover, not that I've had one before, but I've heard stories.

I try to sit up and immediately regret it. The room spins, then settles into something solid. Stone walls. Timber beams. A massive fireplace that looks like it could roast an entire pig. Leather furniture that probably costs more than my truck.

This isn't a cabin. It's a fucking lodge.

"You're awake."

I turn my head too fast and pay for it with a wave of nausea. The man standing by the window is tall and lean, dressed in dark jeans and a charcoal sweater that probably has a designer label I've never heard of. His hair is dark, cut short and precise, and when he turns to face me, those ice-blue eyes from the forest pin me in place.

He's beautiful in that sharp, dangerous way that sets off every alarm bell in my system. The kind of beautiful that knows it and uses it.

"Where's my camera?" My voice comes out rough. I clear my throat, trying again. "Where the fuck is my camera?"

"Confiscated." He moves toward me with controlled grace, each step deliberate. "Along with your phone, your truck keys, and any other means of communication or escape."

The fear that's been lurking at the edges crashes over me in full force. I'm on my feet before I've consciously decided to move, swaying slightly but standing. "You can't just—this is kidnapping. This is—"

"Necessary." He stops a few feet away, hands clasped behind his back like he's addressing a board meeting instead of his victim. "You photographed something you shouldn't have. Something that puts my people at risk."

"Your people?" I laugh, and it sounds slightly unhinged even to my own ears. "What are you, some kind of cult? Militant hikers? Really dedicated LARPers?"

His expression doesn't change. "Sit down, Ms. Brennan."

"Fuck you."

"Sit. Down." The command in his voice makes something in my spine want to obey, which pisses me off even more.

"I'll stand, thanks. Better position to knee you in the balls if you try anything."

A muscle ticks in his jaw. The first crack in that perfect composure. "I'm not going to hurt you."

"Right, because kidnapping is totally the behavior of someone with good intentions." I cross my arms, trying to look braver than I feel. "Let me guess—you're going to tell me this is for my own good. That I don't understand the bigger picture. That if I just cooperate, everything will be fine."

"Yes."

The simple honesty of it throws me. I was expecting denials, justifications, the usual bullshit.

"Well, points for self-awareness, I guess." I glance around the room, cataloging exits. One door, probably locked. Windows, but we're at least on a second floor based on the tree line I can see. "So what now? You keep me locked up until I develop Stockholm syndrome? Hate to break it to you, but I'm really not the falling-for-my-captor type."

"Now," he says, moving to a leather chair and settling into it with casual authority, "I explain why you can never leave these mountains."

The bottom drops out of my stomach. "Excuse me?"

"You saw something today. Something that reveals what we are." His eyes catch the firelight, and for just a second, they flash gold. Not a trick of the light. Actually, genuinely gold. "We can't allow that knowledge to leave this territory."

My mouth goes dry. "The bear."

"Among other things."

"It was just a bear. A really big bear, sure, but—"

"Don't insult either of our intelligence." He leans forward, elbows on his knees, and the firelight carves his features into something almost inhuman. "You're a professional wildlife photographer. You've spent years studying animal behavior. You know what you saw was impossible."

He's right. God help me, he's right.

"What are you?" The question comes out as a whisper.

"The term you'd recognize is shifter." He says it like he's telling me his job title. "We're a clan of bear shifters, and these mountains are our territory. Have been for generations."

I should laugh. Should tell him he's insane. Should do literally anything except stand here feeling like puzzle pieces are clicking into place in my head.

The bear's eyes. Too human.

The way these people moved in the forest. Too fast, too coordinated.

The flash of gold in this man's eyes.

"This is insane," I say, but my voice lacks conviction.

"Yes," he agrees. "And yet, here we are."

"I want my camera back."

"No."

"That camera is my livelihood. Those photos are—"

"Evidence of our existence." He stands, and I have to tilt my head back to maintain eye contact. He's easily six-two, maybe six-three, and he uses the height like a weapon. "They've already been destroyed. Along with your memory cards and any cloud backups we could access."

Rage floods through me, hot and bright. "You had no right—"

"I had every right. This is my territory, Ms. Brennan. My clan. My responsibility to protect them from exposure." He moves closer, and I catch his scent—pine and winter frost, sharp and clean. "Your rights ended the moment you pointed that lens at one of us."

"So what, you're just going to keep me prisoner? For how long?"

"That depends on the council." His expression is unreadable. "They'll convene tomorrow to decide your fate."

"My fate." I laugh again, that same slightly unhinged sound. "Jesus Christ. What are my options here? Door number one: stay locked up forever. Door number two: you kill me and dump my body where no one will find it, just like—"

I cut myself off, but not fast enough.

His eyes narrow. "Just like what?"

"Nothing."

"You were going to say 'just like my sister.'" It's not a question. "Mara Brennan. Disappeared in these mountains five years ago."

The grief hits me like a physical blow. I wrap my arms around myself, suddenly cold despite the fire. "How do you know about her?"

"I told you. We know everything that happens in these mountains." Something shifts in his expression. Not quite sympathy, but close. "I'm sorry for your loss."

"They never found her body."

"No," he says quietly. "They didn't."

The implication hangs in the air between us. I want to ask if he knows what happened to her. If his people had something to do with it. But I'm not sure I can handle the answer.

"I'm Declan Blackwood," he says, changing the subject with the smoothness of someone used to controlling conversations. "Temporary leader of this clan."

"Temporary?"

"Our alpha is... indisposed." The way he says it suggests a story he's not going to share. "Until he returns to his duties, I'm in charge."

"Lucky me."

His lips twitch. Almost a smile. "You have spirit. That will either save you or damn you. The council hasn't decided which yet."

"When do I get a say in this?"

"You don't."

The finality in his voice makes my hands curl into fists. I've been powerless before. Shuffled between foster homes, no control over where I lived or who I lived with. I swore I'd never be that helpless again.

"There are rooms upstairs," Declan continues. "You'll stay in one of them. Meals will be provided. You'll have everything you need."

"Except freedom."

"Except that, yes."

He turns toward the door, clearly considering this conversation over.

"Wait." The word escapes before I can stop it. He pauses, looking back over his shoulder. "The bear I saw. The one that stood like a person. Was that your alpha?"

Something flickers across his face. Pain, maybe. Or guilt.

"Get some rest, Ms. Brennan. Tomorrow will be difficult."

He leaves without another word, and I hear the lock click into place behind him.

I'm alone in a stone lodge in the middle of nowhere, held prisoner by people who claim to turn into bears, and my sister's disappearance suddenly feels a lot less like an accident.

I sink onto the leather couch, my head in my hands.

"What the fuck have I gotten myself into?"

The fire crackles in response, and somewhere outside, something howls. Not a wolf. The sound is deeper, more resonant.

More human.

I close my eyes and try not to think about amber eyes watching me through a camera lens. Try not to wonder if the beast I photographed is locked up somewhere too, or if it's out there in the darkness.

Watching.

Waiting.

And why the thought of those eyes on me doesn't terrify me as much as it should.

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