The storm hits like a jilted lover—dramatic, destructive, and impossible to ignore.
I watch it roll in from the terrace, all roiling clouds and theatrical wind that sends the potted plants skittering across the marble like nervous guests at a party nobody wanted to attend. The Mediterranean has turned the color of old bruises. Lightning fractures the sky into something biblical and angry.
It's perfect, actually. Fitting. Because everything inside me feels equally volatile.
Three days. That's how long we've been at Adrian's villa—all whitewashed walls and infinity pools and the kind of casual luxury that makes my stomach hurt. Three days of him finding reasons to be near me. Three days of me finding reasons to push him away. Three days of this thing between us building like pressure behind a dam, and I'm terrified of what happens when it breaks.
The staff retreated to the guest house hours ago. Smart people, reading the room. Reading the weather. Reading the way Adrian looks at me like I'm something he's trying to solve—some equation that keeps changing variables.
I pull my cardigan tighter around myself, which is pointless because the trembling isn't from the cold.
"You'll catch pneumonia standing out here."
I don't turn around, but I've memorized the sound of his footsteps. The specific weight of his presence. The way the air shifts when he enters a space, like reality just adjusted its settings.
"I'm fine," I say, which is the biggest lie I've told all week, and I've told some creative ones.
Adrian moves beside me, not quite touching, but close enough that I can feel the heat radiating off him. Close enough to catch that scent—cedar and smoke and something darker underneath that makes my hindbrain go absolutely feral. He's in rolled-up shirt sleeves and dark trousers, looking like he just stepped out of some aspirational magazine spread. How is that fair? How is anything about him fair?
"You've been avoiding me all day," he says. Not a question.
"I've been enjoying the villa." Technically true. I have enjoyed it. Enjoyed it the way you enjoy a fantasy before you remember you live in reality.
"You've been avoiding me." He repeats it like I didn't speak. Like he's correcting me. "Why?"
The wind picks up, sending my hair loose from its bun. Strands whip across my face, and I don't bother pushing them back. Let him see me like this—unraveling, messy, nothing like the carefully constructed version I present to the world.
"Because this is a mistake," I say quietly. "And I'm very good at recognizing those."
Adrian steps closer. Now we're definitely touching—his arm against mine, his body heat a furnace against the storm's chill. My heart rate spikes. My hands clench into fists.
"Look at me, Isla."
I don't. Can't. Because looking at him is like staring directly into something that will burn you blind.
"Look. At. Me."
The command in his voice is absolute, and something in me—something broken and exhausted and so fucking tired of fighting—obeys. I turn my head, and he's right there, dark eyes intense and unguarded in a way I've never seen before. His jaw is tight. There's a muscle working beneath the skin.
"Tell me you don't feel this," he says. "Tell me, and I'll leave you alone."
My mouth goes dry.
I could lie. I'm excellent at lying—it's kept me alive this long. I could construct some elaborate fiction about how this is just physical attraction, just proximity, just the spell of this beautiful place that doesn't belong to me. I could protect myself the way I've always protected myself: with distance and humor and ruthless honesty about the ways love destroys people.
Instead, I say nothing.
Adrian's hand comes up, fingers threading through the loose strands of my hair, and the touch is so gentle it breaks something in my chest. His palm settles against my cheek, and I'm hyperaware of every calloused ridge, every point of contact. This is a man who builds empires, who makes decisions that affect thousands of people, and he's touching me like I'm something precious.
"I feel it," he says. "Every second. It's fucking killing me."
The first kiss is desperate and claiming, like he's trying to prove something or maybe disprove everything I believe about myself. His mouth is warm and demanding, and I taste expensive scotch and want and something that feels dangerously like tenderness. My hands come up, gripping his shirt because I need an anchor or I'll drown.
Lightning splits the sky again, and it's like the storm outside is responding to the one inside me.
Adrian pulls back just far enough to breathe. His forehead rests against mine. "Tell me to stop," he says. "Tell me right now, and I will."
But I don't tell him to stop.
Instead, I pull him back down, and this kiss is different—it's mine. It's me finally letting myself want something without calculating the cost. His hands slide down my back, pulling me closer until there's no space between us, until I can feel every line of his body against mine, and it's not enough. Nothing will ever be enough.
"Inside," he says against my mouth. "We need to get inside."
We stumble through the glass doors as the first real drops of rain begin to fall. The villa is all shadows and ambient lighting, and Adrian doesn't bother with the main stairs. Instead, he leads me through the corridors with the certainty of someone who knows exactly where he's going, exactly what he wants.
His bedroom is massive and dark, all masculine lines and expensive minimalism. Floor-to-ceiling windows frame the storm, and for a moment, he just looks at me—standing there soaking wet and breathing hard and completely undone.
"Last chance," he says.
I answer by reaching for the buttons of his shirt.
The undressing is less graceful than it probably should be. There's fumbling and impatience, and at one point I nearly trip over my own pants, which would have been mortifying if Adrian hadn't caught me, laughing—actually laughing—against my collarbone. But then he's kissing the spot where his mouth landed, and I stop caring about grace or elegance or any of the things I normally use to construct myself.
His hands are everywhere—mapping my ribs, my spine, the dip of my collarbone. He handles me like I'm something he's been dying to touch, like every inch of me is a revelation. It's overwhelming and terrifying and the most seen I've ever felt in my entire life.
"You're shaking," he murmurs against my shoulder.
"It's cold," I lie.
He pulls me closer, and we fall backward onto the bed—this obscene monument to his wealth that probably costs more than my mother's medical bills. The thought should kill the moment, but it doesn't. Nothing kills this moment. This moment is unstoppable.
Adrian moves over me, and I'm struck by the contrast of him—all power and control, and yet there's this carefulness to the way he touches me, like he's afraid I'll break. Like I matter. His dark eyes search mine, and I see something vulnerable there that I've never seen before. Something that looks like fear.
"I've got you," he says. "Just trust me."
And God help me, I do.
The first time is intense and overwhelming and nothing like I expected. It's not the kind of sex I've had before—transactional, performative, something that happened to me rather than with me. This is different. This is Adrian paying attention to every shift in my breathing, every small sound I make, adjusting himself based on my reactions like my pleasure is something he's genuinely invested in. It's terrifying how much care he puts into it.
Afterward, he pulls me against his chest, and I can feel his heart racing beneath my cheek. His arms are locked around me like I'm something he's afraid of losing, and I understand that feeling too well. I've been afraid my entire life. Afraid of not having enough, not being enough, of loving something so much it destroys me.
"Don't think," Adrian says, and I didn't realize I was tense until he says it. His hand moves in slow circles across my back. "Just stay here. Just this."
So I do. I let myself exist in this moment where I'm not the girl clawing out of poverty, not the daughter managing her mother's decline, not the sister trying to keep her brother alive. I'm just Isla, and someone wants me. Someone powerful and brilliant and broken in ways that mirror my own breaks is holding me like I'm precious.
The rain hammers against the windows. The storm rages outside. And for the first time in eight years, I feel like I'm home.
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It lasts until morning.
I wake to Adrian's phone vibrating against the nightstand, a persistent buzzing that pulls him out of sleep. He's tense immediately—I feel it in the way his arms stiffen around me, the way his whole body shifts into alertness. I watch him reach for it, squinting at the screen in the gray dawn light.
His expression changes.
It's subtle, but I see it—the way his jaw hardens, the way his eyes go cold and calculating. He's shifting back into Adrian Kross, billionaire. Adrian Kross, ruthless businessman. Adrian Kross, the version of himself that doesn't hold women like they're precious.
"What is it?" I ask, and my voice sounds small. Vulnerable. I hate it.
He's already out of bed, phone pressed to his ear. "When?" A pause. His back is to me, and I'm struck by how alone I suddenly feel despite the fact that he's right there. "How much?"
I pull the sheet up to my chest, suddenly hyperaware of my nakedness. Suddenly aware that I've made a catastrophic mistake.
"I don't care if he's been planning it for months," Adrian says, and there's a viciousness to his tone that I haven't heard before. "I want those contracts locked down by end of business today. Call Chen. Tell her I'll match whatever he offered, plus fifteen percent."
He ends the call and stands there for a moment, phone in hand, and I can practically see him reorganizing his priorities. Shifting me from the top of the list to somewhere further down.
"Dominic?" I ask, because of course it's Dominic.
Adrian turns to look at me, and there's something almost apologetic in his expression. Almost. "He's making a move on the Singapore development. It was supposed to be ours."
"So go," I say, and I'm proud of how steady my voice is. "Go handle it."
"Isla—"
"I'm serious. You have a business empire to run. Don't let me be the reason you lose a deal." I'm already getting out of bed, pulling on my clothes like they're armor. Constructing myself back into something manageable. "That's not what I want."
He watches me dress with something like frustration in his expression. "This isn't over."
"No," I agree, not meeting his eyes. "It's just on pause."
But we both know that's a lie.
By the time I make it downstairs, Adrian's already in his study, making calls in a voice that's all business. I can hear him through the door—negotiating, threatening, wielding his power like the weapon it is. This is who he really is. This is what matters to him. And I'm stupid for thinking I could be more important than that.
The helicopter is being prepped for his departure. I watch from the terrace as he strides across the villa's grounds, already on his phone again, already moving on. He stops when he sees me, and there's a moment where something flickers across his face—regret, maybe, or conflict.
"Come with me," he says.
It's not a question. It's not even really an invitation. It's a command, the same way he commands everything else in his life.
"No," I say quietly. "I think I need to go home."
Something hardens in his expression. "Isla—"
"You have a deal to save. I have a life to pretend I didn't just complicate beyond recognition. We both have our priorities."
He looks like he wants to argue, but his phone buzzes again, and I watch the moment he chooses. Watch him decide that the Singapore deal is more important than this conversation. More important than me.
"I'll send the helicopter back for you," he says finally.
"Don't bother. I'll take a commercial flight."
He nods, and it's like watching a door close. "We'll talk when I get back to the city."
But we both know we won't. Not really. Because whatever this was—this perfect, fragile thing that existed in a villa outside of real life—it can't survive the collision with reality. And Adrian just proved that when reality comes calling, I'll always be the one left behind.
The helicopter lifts off, and I stand on the terrace watching it disappear into the sky, holding myself together through sheer force of will.
By the time I make it back to my apartment that evening, there are three text messages from Adrian and a bank transfer for fifty thousand dollars.
The money is for Marcus's medical debt.
The texts are apologies he doesn't know how to make.
And I'm left sitting on my threadbare couch in my threadbare apartment, holding the phone like it might bite me, finally understanding that some people get to have everything, and some of us get to watch from the outside while they choose their empire over us.
Every single time.








